i just want to announce say that i'm going to be gone for a while for a family vacation. i went to PD last Saturday until Monday (with my family, grandparents + cousins family from my father's side), and i'm going to Penang tomorrow until Saturday. i'm going to write a post on my stay at PD and Penang, but i think it would take for a while for me to write it so please look forward to it hohohoh c: 

oh and my best friends are going to have a meet-up/reunion after such a long time not meeting tomorrow at OU, and it's really sad that i don't have the chance to join them bcse i'm going to go to Penang at 7.00 a.m from home. And also this time, dania and rifhan will be joining too and i want to meet them so badly omg T^T /sobs. 

and regarding about my life.... there's really nothing much happening??? like i'm being my usual anti-social noob like i'm always am but i just think it's getting worse. i only watch anime shows and catch up with some updates on exo, do house chores and that's basically it ?? ? i don't even bother to check my phone and the thought of doing that is actually lazy for me to do so /hides in shame. when my friends came up to me or want to talk, it makes me feel bad about myself bcse these people actually made their time to check up on me, and then there's me being a brat and make myself look like i don't give a shit about them, but in all honesty, i'm just a lazy ass fucker that just sits in front of a laptop with earphones plugged in for maybe the rest of my life and don't even crave for human attention bcse that's how i really am. so to sum it all up, i'm sorry for being such a bad friend. 

don't even bring up the topic of school because i swear to god i'm going to shove a cactus in your asshole if someone actually do.

i'm also thinking of changing this layout or customize it a bit bcse i'm getting tired of it already. i guess that's all for this post, so bye!