Hello.
My birthday was yesterday (30th October) and I just want to share the good stuffs that happened on that day that made me realize how blessed I am with the people and things I have in life for now and how I need to be grateful for all of my blessings.
Yesterday, my class and some other classes need to hand over our textbooks and get the Form 3 textbooks for next year. I had like 3 textbooks that weren't wrapped with those plastic thingy and my friends said that the teachers will not accept the books that weren't wrapped and I was like, oh. But then, I manage to coax the teacher to let me hand over the 3 textbooks that weren't wrapped and they finally accepted it so yeay for me.
We went to the Kemahiran Hidup room after we got our new textbooks and we took some pictures, chat and stuff. The guys weren't in the room and class for like, the whole entire day because they helped the teachers with managing and arranging the textbooks. While everyone were doing their own stuff, someone said that our teacher is going to tell our result for Sejarah and I don't expect much but dayum, it was really disappointing. Me, Sab, Hazimah and Nazihah went around the school looking for classes and gave their results and papers from the exams. After we got back from sending out results and papers to some classes, we went back to the Kemahiran Hidup room and got more results. Oh wow, the joy ʘ‿ʘ
I couldn't remember what happened after that but all I can remember is that Afiqah somehow accidentally spilled her nasi lemak all over herself and the table during recess. Loser beyond repair right there. Apart from that, some of my classmates were feeling so down and look so unhappy because of their results and it made me sad and pity for them because they're like my family so I feel connected to them and when any of them are sad or anything, I can actually feel that way too. Yeap, that's it, I think I'm actually made of from a mess or puddle of feelings and emotions.
Then, we went back to the room and the situation of my friends that were unhappy with their results got more worse because most of them cried and let out their feelings in a bad way by calling themselves stupid and said negative things about themselves and it made me feel so horrible idek?? Because I can't do anything to make them stop feeling like that and nothing can change their results so I went to do something else because I think they need some time to be alone to manage their own feelings. My friend, Nazihah, tried to comfort one of them from crying and all that, but she ended up getting scolded instead and it's like the sad friend (it's hard for me to explain this) were venting out her anger and frustration to my friend and that's just really wrong, especially if she's trying to help her in the first place.
Tired from the drama that happened, me, Sab and Hazimah decided to mess around with the camera and took some pictures and we laughed a lot because we look so.... horrible and derp in every pictures that we took, I can't even explain the ugliness.
After fooling around, most of us went to the surau to do our prayers, then we hang around the anjung for a while. After that, most of us somehow got separated and I suddenly realized that there's just me and Hazimah were there so we went to the Kemahiran Hidup room, toilet, and back to the room and toilet and it's just-
After constantly walking back and forth from the Kemahiran Hidup room to the toilet, me and Hazimah finally went to our classroom. While on our way to the classroom, we saw Sab and one of my classmate that I can't figure out who because I can't figure out anyone without wearing my glasses, and yeap that's how horrible my far-sightedness is. I think Sab did something but I don't know what it is because I looked somewhere else at that time, but Hazimah knew what Sab did. I didn't question her or anything because I think it's not important lol.
When we were near to our class, we saw Qistina, Nazihah, Zati and Sab telling us that we shouldn't go to the class because they were cleaning and then Shazleen came down running telling us that Puan Noraizan (our class teacher) were looking for us. It's really obvious that they were lying about the cleaning and the teacher looking for us, but I suddenly thought "oh, maybe the teacher wants to see us because she wants to tell our result for Science since we weren't in the class earlier" so we actually went back halfway oh my god.
When we were walking back halfway, they suddenly shouted at us telling that we can enter the class back, and I literally forgot everything about the Science result and the teacher looking for us, so I went up the stairs to the class normally, without suspecting anything at all.
And when I entered the class, they suddenly sang Happy Birthday to me and there were a cake in the middle of the class with lit up candles and one of my English teacher last year were there too, and I was like, "what they're making a surprise for me what". I looked at the cake and everyone around me before I blew out the candles and I "made a wish" hoping that there will be nothing that can break me and my classmates apart.
I cut the cake and gave a "speech" (the teacher asked me to do so) and somehow burst into tears because I was so overwhelmed, please don't laugh at me. We took pictures and smudge some icing to other people's face and everything turns out really good.
After I ate the cake, Hazimah told me everything. She said that during at the anjung, they were actually preparing for the surprise, and it turns out that it's Hazimah's job to "separate" me from the others. We actually went back and forth from the room to the toilet and were in there for a long time because she tried to distract me and gave the people at the class enough time to prepare everything. And the teacher looking for us and they told us that they're cleaning the class were just a lie to slow down my way to the class and it actually worked I-
I just want to say how grateful I am for all of my classmates' hard work in trying to throw that birthday surprise. And I want to thank God for giving me an opportunity to have them in my life and made me feel so loved by them because I thought I was nothing special in the class and no one give a shit about me but what happened yesterday just proved me that I'm absolutely wrong. I just realized how I should appreciate everyone and everything in my life although if I feel like it's not enough.
And I would like to thank Farah, Huda, Rifhan, Yasmin, Cinta, Shaffi, Simon, Fayyadh, Amir, Fitri and everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday, it's just a Happy Birthday wish but it still meant a lot to me.
I can't exactly describe how thankful I am for everything in life. Alhamdulillah, and goodbye.
* I want to put some pictures from the surprise party but I don't have any pictures....
