I'm going to pour out the hate and confusion that keeps on disturbing me since last night.
It all started when I was stalking some of my classmates and people from my school on Twitter at 1 a.m in the morning because I don't have anything better to do. Besides, I slept throughout almost half of the day yesterday, so I don't have no problems staying up late. Anyway, while I was looking and reading throughout people's tweets on their account, I suddenly found this one particular tweet on one of my old classmates profile. And I decided to read her conversation with another person from school that I know. And after I read their conversation, I was in a state of almost trying to punch my laptop screen.
first tweet & 2nd tweet
Now, I think it's about time for me to state my fucking opinions on people like this.
First of all, you're spreading out negative things that shouldn't be done by anyone. One does not simply tell other people that they need to starve or go all anorexic just to look thin. (I hate the word skinny).
Second, Anorexia is a fucking psychological & mental disorder. At what part don't you understand that? So why, just why, would you be so proud that you're "starting to look thin" and "starting to lose weight" because of a mental disorder, and not because of your own effort? It's a disease, meaning you don't wake up one morning and go, "Hey, I think I'm going to be anorexic from now on". No, it doesn't work like that and being anorexic is not simply starving yourself.
Besides, if you think people are going to start liking you once you look all thin and skinny, then no. It's not going to be like, "You're thin and skinny now! Boys and people are going to like you!" - Nope, utter bullshit. If people don't like you for being thick or have some fat in you, then let them be. This is your body, and they have no right to tell you what to do with it. (Unless a doctor say that you need to lose weight or anything than that's excused).
And I don't fucking understand people that sound so proud when they don't eat or skip meals. I've seen enough of this on Twitter to actually talk about this. Why would you be so proud of doing that? I don't, and will never understand these kind of peoples. There are people out there starving and dying from hunger, and then there's you, tweeting about how proud and happy you are that you skip meals and eat little. Like, what the fuck is wrong with you.
Oh, and have any of you ever know that one person that tweets or talk about how fat they are when they literally have sticks for legs and twigs for arms? You know what I mean? Those people that look literally skinny and thin in everyone's eyes with minimum amount of fat in their body, yet they can still rant about how fat they are should wake the fuck up and be grateful for what they have before I fucking smash their face or mouth or both.
And when people tweet or say something like, "I'm so fat and short :(" but their weight is like 43 or 45 kg and 152 - 160 cm for their height can just give me the permission to put duct tape all over their face. Imagine those people who weigh 60 kg or above feel when you say that. Try to put yourself in their situations. Think about other people too (although they probably don't care about you) and don't just think about yourself.
And all of this thigh gap, collarbones and hipbones hype are literally stupid. There's nothing attractive or even hot about someone having those. (Well unless you naturally have them then you're excused). It's not like some guy or even anyone going to be like, "Damn, look at that thigh gap!" or "Wow, your collarbones are so pretty, so let me date you". No, just no. You don't exactly need any of those to feel good or beautiful about yourself. As long as you're healthy and have a body, that's all that matter.
It's okay to feel insecure about your weight, but just don't overdo it before someone actually label you as someone that craves for attention and compliments.
Also, if you want to look good naked or in clothes, then work for it ― And not by complaining and starving yourself.
(I'm sorry if this offended any of you that's reading this. I'm just stating my opinion that doesn't matter at all).
Labels: rant