What I'm going to write in this post may sound or look like I'm being a total bitch who complains about everything. First of all, it's about time we made a jamuan for Hari Raya but since the event is just 1 day before Independence Day (which is today), the teachers decided to just combine the event together. I have no problem with the idea of combining 2 events into 1, but I just want to talk about how bad the Jamuan Raya + Merdeka at my school is and I'm not even sorry.
We're allowed to wear our baju raya during the jamuan and I actually have some kind of mixed feelings about it because I thought that I may get a little bit insecure with other girls wearing on their baju kurung with their pretty hijab and perfect slim and slender body TnT
I have some small problem on putting up my shawl when I was getting ready, but the shawl eventually turns out okay at the end. I'm also satisfied with it since the shawl doesn't look so messy like I always used to do it before lmao. I thought about wearing a tudung bawal but it always doesn't turn out good when I want to wear it :( It'll look all flabby and mushy and penyek-ky no matter how hard I try to put it up. (I don't even know where some of my words came from).
When I arrived at school, I was like, "Daaaamn, everyone look so good in their baju kurung and then there's me what is this". After the teachers and students are all settled down in the anjung, we started the ceremony by some speech from the principal and a senior student from the morning session. (the senior student perform a pidato).
And after that is the Bicara Berirama which I am involved in. I was actually nervous because I'm scared if my expressions would turn out weird blergh. We had some obvious mistakes, and it was really embarrassing because some of the students (especially from Form 1 since they sat near the stage) laughed when they realize we made a mistake. But after our performance ends, I felt this wave of relief and satisfied because I think we did better than during our practice before.
After our performance ended, we went to sit at our class row. And then we sang some patriotic songs. The girls in Form 2 sang so loud and enthusiastic than the rest of the students that it's not even funny. They look like they sang their hearts out I'm trying so hard not to sound like I'm exaggerating about this. When I look at some of the boys in Form 2, they look like they're judging the Form 2 girls and some of them are even mad at us for singing so fast oh well.
Then, the jamuan begins. The prefects hand out polystyrene food containers and I was hoping that it would be some appetizing food but it was the total opposite since it look so.... blergh? It's plain white mee with some vegetables such as carrot slices and green vegetables that I don't even care to know, with tiny shrimp and you can't even seem to notice if it's really a shrimp or not because it was really that small. Overall, the mee itself is fucking slimy and oily.
First of all, it's a jamuan and some students are anticipating for this kind of event. I don't have any high expectations or anything for the event but if you actually hand out food like that to people, it's kind of embarrassing, you know?
And then, I thought of going to take some other foods at the foyer (entrance to the school and near to the anjung). So basically, all of the foods that the students bring to school for the jamuan, need to put and gather the foods on a table which is at the foyer. When I first heard about this, I was like, "what the fuck, the food is not going to be enough and it's going to be so crowded.", and I was right. The foods and snacks are everywhere, they don't provide any plates, bowls, spoons and forks. The cups are probably enough, but it's still not acceptable on how the school authorities didn't think of the side effect of doing something like that.
I just sit and talk a bit with Fatihah at the anjung. It was really boring because we have nothing to talk about except complaining and judging almost everyone that passed by us. We managed to take some slices of cakes, kuih, air sirap, and laksa.
After that, the teacher suddenly announces that all students go to their own classes. When I think about this, I was just judging the teachers so hard throughout my way to class because, why the fuck wouldn't they let the students have their jamuan in their own class in the first place, with their own classmates, and not with the entire fucking people on that school. I let that thought slip away and when we reached class, I talked and fangirled a bit with Fiqa and Fatihah.
Then, they all went to solat so that leaves me with some of my other classmates at the class. I decided to take a nap because I was so sleepy. When I woke up, I have the strongest urge to go to the toilet. When I asked for permission from the ustazah that was in my class at that time, asked out loud why my voice and face look like I'm so sad and look like I was going to cry (?), and I didn't said anything because I was too tired and all I just want to do is go to the toilet. But I think that the entire class know that my voice and face was like that because I just woke up from a nap lmao.
The moment I stepped out my feet from the class, I saw 3 guys sitting on a chair and one of them is my friend from the tuition we go to. He tegur/greeted me and complimented me and all that and I was just okay with it and comfortable enough to see him act like that because that's just one of his true personality. But I was somehow taken aback a bit when one of his friend also greeted me and complimented me on how I look pretty that day and all of that flirty shit. The reason why I was taken aback of what his friend said was because, he's kind of famous among the students and everyone basically knows him. And then both of them said "Hi" to me and I just reply and just deal with them because if I don't, people will be saying that I'm arrogant and shit. (I get those kind of comments about me a lot since I gotten into high school and I don't even know why)
When I go down one floor, which is where the toilet is, I came across Falliq and Ayman. They ended up walking with me to the toilet since they wanted to go to the toilet too, and the girls' and boy's toilet are just side by side. It's actually awkward I tell you. And suddenly, when I was in the toilet stall, I hear some loud voices talking in front of both of the toilet. I thought that those are someone else's voice but it was actually Falliq, Ayman, the friend from my tuition with his two other friends.
My conclusion about them ending up in front of the toilet is probably because, 1. my friend from tuition with his two other friends saw me walking with Falliq and Ayman from 1 floor above us and they had this stupid idea to follow me to the girls' toilet and wait outside. I didn't go straight outside though, I fixed my shawl a bit and I thought that they would go away. But apparently, while I was still in the toilet, they decided to try to talk to me from outside the toilet ◕ ‿ ◕
I just replied and laughed at them although it's really ridiculous and somehow awkward too. I was really thankful that there was no other girls in the toilet because if there is, I'm sure that they'll talk about it and it will ended up being a rumor about me flirting with guys from inside the school toilet OTL And when I finally go out, they suddenly asked me to follow one of them since there's like 2 different group and in my mind, my first response was, "why".
And right at that moment, Fiqa came carrying my bag since we have bacaan Yasin at the anjung. I followed Fiqa but the way I was heading to is the way that Falliq and Ayman were asking me to follow them. And my friend from tuition and his two other friends complained and sigh about the fact that I'm not following them lol what even.
After bacaan Yasin, we all went home and that's basically it. Bye.
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