Hello.

Am I not good enough for anyone to accept me? I always feel like no one ever appreciates me. I cherish all of my friends, keep them close to me, make them feel special and at least try to make them happy. But it's the opposite for them. They can just easily replace me with someone far more better than me because I'm obviously a nobody. I'm not important to them. That's why I don't care at all to take my life away one day. There, I said it.

And the fact that I've really tried my best to not ruin the friendship or have boring conversations with them, makes me more.... worthless because I've really tried my best, give all of my attention to them but they don't feel that way. fuck I really need to keep my emotions and feelings to myself. 

Besides, most of my friends have many other friends. It's not like they can't live without me or I'm really that important to them. I'm tired of feeling so alone and lonely. Why can't I atleast have someone to appreciate me?

Bye.

Labels: feelings, friends, personal