Hello.
I'm trying to fix myself to
be happier and be more grateful. I don't know if I'm doing it right
because there's no one for me and I'm only struggling all of this with
myself. Alone.
So,
most people said that if you have any problem, you need to express it.
Pour it out. Do not keep it all to yourself. But what if people make fun
of you because of your problems? What if they use it as a joke and tell
it to other people? What if they tell other people about me behind my
back? What if they're disgusted with me because of the things that I do to cope with this situation that I'm going through?
I don't know what to
do anymore. I knew it that I should keep all of my feelings and problems
all to myself. I knew it that people can't be trusted.
I'd rather keep all of my feelings and problems to myself, rather than
people making fun of me. Pointing out my flaws; my weaknesses.
