Cinta, I said that I sometimes consider her as a sister is because she's younger than me (but more mature than me because I'm a n00b). And I don't know why but we're kinda protective and caring of each other. Well I feel like that, I don't know if she feel that way too. Also, she's my one and only inspiration to change myself into someone better.
 (need to stop getting attached easily because people won't feeling the same as me....)

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Meanwhile about Farah, Huda, Yasmin, Shira, Rifhan, Nana and Dania (this is what I'm really serious about guys). Just because we didn't go to the same school and I talk to my new friends alot, that doesn't mean that I already forgotten about them D: How can that person said that on ask.fm!! When that anon actually asked me that question, it literally kind of ruin my mood on that night because.... idk it makes me think if I can't be friends with them together. 

And I still remember when the eight of us actually promised to each other to not forget each other and be friends together. Forever. And I really take that promise seriously and I'll try not to break it. 

(ehmergerd I'm getting emotional right now)

Just because I don't tell them my problems, that doesn't mean that I don't trust them or anything bad! :C It's just that I don't want to them to worry about me, because they're those kind of people that are genuinely happy, and I'm constantly sad, so I don't want to ruin or bother their life.... and I'll just miss them and treasure them and hoping that they'll feel that way too.
(wtf stop being so emotional and jiwang lah dhia)

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And about Hazimah, Kak Nat and how I can be friends with them.

I really don't know how we can ended up as being close friends. It just happens naturally without you realizing it and that what makes friendship more special in my point of view. I guess that me and Hazimah, Sab and Qis likes K-pop so we usually fangirl together lol. 

I've known Sabrina for a long time since I was 9 in my primary school. And during our secondary school we just got a little bit closer and I don't know if she consider me as a friend or what because she have shitloads of friends, so yeah.

Meanwhile Hazimah, I got attached to her whenever Nazihah won't come to school and I'm all alone and the only persons in my class that actually bother to greet/notice and actually treat me as a friend is Hazimah, Sab, Khai and Fatin :3 (i love you guys)

And as for Kak Nat, omg my friend/neighbour/childhood friend always talked about her!! Whenever I get to meet up with them and talk about anything with Rafeah and Naylisa, I swear to God that one of them will actually brought up some things that happened in their class and stuff, and eventually they'll said what Nat did in class, or Anis and Iffa do this do that or Syafiq/Azhar/Bob will do stupid things blah blah blah. 

They'll tell me about their friend and teachers and activity, and all that I can think of is "Wow, why are their high school life is so fun while mine is shitty?", but I said it to myself, so no one could hear it except me. lol dhia. 

And we also got closer because of K-pop (kpop is actually useful for me sometimes pmsl). And I think there's this one time when I actually tell Kak Nat about my "bad habits" and "thoughts" through a DM on Twitter. Most of my friends (especially Naz) are not online at that time, so I need someone to talk to so I just talked to Nat through DM. She gave me lot of positive advices to me, and since that moment I trust her and respect her as a senior and a friend.