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Hello. 

Tomorrow is the last day of school for the year 2012. It's unbelievable how fast time flies nowadays. My parents need to go to school tomorrow to know the results of my PBS and my final exams.

So, the main reason why I write this post is because I think that my class teacher hates and doesn't like me. Every time I try to ask her a question, she'll answer it like she's forced to, raises her voice a little bit sometimes and answer my questions with short replies or even  glare/jeling at me after I ask her anything. It feels like my existence bothers her. 

This is why I don't like to ask questions or talk so much with some adults. They'll make me feel so stupid after talking to them, make me confuse with their words and they'll talk to me like I don't have any feelings at all. Telling jokes which is not even funny and sometimes, their "jokes" actually hurts. 

There's this one time when someone told me that I'm fat for my age and he also said that no one would like/date me if I'm fat or chubby. After that, I starved myself for a few weeks and I wouldn't eat when my mom told me to. It happened when I was 10. My uncle said that to me and those words still haunts me until now

Bye. 
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